Leopold: Part Five Page 11

  I can’t help but grin. I take another sip of my tea, careful to only look down at my cup as I drink.

  “Leo is quite taken with you, Elle. I hope you don’t mind my saying so. I’ve never seen my son like this. So…happy.”

  I nod and look down into my cup again. Something about holding the warm china in my hands is almost comforting. And I’m not shaking quite as much as I was at first—hopefully I’m a little less likely to drop the damned thing. But thinking about the possibility makes me set it back down on its saucer. And of course, none of this is helped by the memory of what happened with Stephan a few minutes ago.

  “Are you, Elle?”

  I look over at her. “Am I…what?” My heart starts to pound in my chest. I’m sure I must have missed part of the question—and sure that she’s bringing up the damned thing about medical school again. I never should have opened my fucking mouth about that… I still don’t understand why I have that tendency to run off at the mouth. Why I can’t just shut up and keep my secrets to myself.

  At least I’m an open book, I guess, not that it’s doing me much good at the moment.

  “Happy?” Her smile falls a little and there’s something in her expression that I can’t read. “I hope you don’t mind my asking. I realize it’s quite…forward.”

  “Oh.” I look down at the sandwich on my plate, realizing I’m going to have to actually eat the damned thing—wasn’t that one of the rules? I have to eat whatever I take? I’m pretty sure it was, and I pick up the tiny sandwich and cram the entire thing into my mouth. I don’t even realize I’ve forgotten to take tiny bites the way I’m supposed to until I’m swallowing the damned thing.

  The queen only smiles and takes another sip of her tea—she either didn’t notice my rudeness or she’s ignoring it. Either way, I think I love her for not saying anything.

  I take a deep breath. “I…I think I could be. Happy.” I grab my cup and take another sip of the warm liquid. I suppose I should have said could have been, but we don’t need to talk about that right now.

  She nods. “I’m very pleased to hear that, Elle.” She sips at her tea and I realize she’s breaking one of Leo’s rules—she’s watching me while she’s doing it.

  I look down—I have no idea what that means. If she’s challenging me or something. Whatever it is, it’s making me uncomfortable. I’m trying so hard to remember all the little things—crossing my ankles. Not swearing. Not shoveling food into my mouth—okay, I totally failed at that one. But I’m trying.

  She sets her cup down again and holds out the second tray to me—the scones. I take one and I feel heat rise in my cheeks. I try to push away the memory of Leo feeding them to me this morning before everything else happened.

  “Our scone chef is one of the best in the world. Edmund is quite fond of his scones.” She smiles. “You’ll have to meet him—remind Leopold to introduce you. Nigel is quite a character.”

  “Leo mentioned that.” I spoon some of the raspberry preserves onto my scone before biting into it.

  “Hm.” She smiles, staring at me for a moment. “Have you thought about your future here, Elle? About what you might want to do?”

  I gulp down my bite a bit too quickly and start to cough. I take a quick sip of my tea. “My…future?” I almost croak the words.

  She nods. “Your role in the kingdom. Leo’s role, of course, is that of the second son. I’m sure he’s explained that to you. That he is required to learn all that Andrew has.” She gives me a slight shrug. “No one wants to discuss such matters aloud, of course. But as I’m sure Leo has told you, Edmund himself was the second son—”

  “No.” My jaw drops slightly when I realize I’ve interrupted the queen. I sink into my chair a little, almost disgusted with myself. My voice drops. “No, he hasn’t mentioned that.”

  She nods. “I imagine he hasn’t wanted to trouble you with his responsibilities. Come to think of it, he hasn’t much wanted to trouble himself with his responsibilities.” She smiles again. “But he’s home again and he seems to be finally accepting his role in the monarchy. Of course, we’ll find a suitable role for you, as well. When you’ve married—”

  “Whoa. I don’t think anything like that has been…” I stop talking when I see her smile fall away. “I mean… I don’t know what I mean. I guess I just mean that there is no proposal on the table or anything. And I have a life in America. This is my first time even being in Europe, and I’ve only been here two days. I haven’t really been considering a future here…”

  I can see by the expression on her face that I’ve said too much, just like I knew I would. At least I haven’t said fuck or shit. I don’t think I have, anyway.

  She sets her cup down and folds her hands in her lap. “Has Leo mentioned to you that I, too, am not of noble blood?”

  My heart is racing in my chest. I stare at her for a moment. “No. Leo hasn’t mentioned much of anything about Montovia to me.”

  She laughs. “I can’t say I’m surprised. Grateful, though, that he seems to have given up the celebrity lifestyle that he had grown so fond of. I’m not sure what he ever saw in living like that.” She shakes her head for a moment, chuckling. “But that’s neither here nor there. I’m just pleased beyond measure that he’s found someone to love.” She tilts her head. “And someone who loves him back…?”

  The fact that what she’s just said came out as a question is not lost on me.

  She holds out the pastry tray to me and I take one of the raspberry-filled ones that I had this morning. She smiles and takes one of the same, setting it on her plate before she continues. “As I said, when Edmund and I met, we were in much the same situation as you and Leopold. He was the second in line for the throne and his marriage to me—well, it didn’t please his parents, I can tell you that much. Not that I’m not quite pleased with Leo’s choice in you as a companion. You seem positively delightful, Elle. I think we are all going to get on quite well.”

  My mouth opens a little, but I can’t say anything for a moment. I take a sip of tea and set the cup back down. “Forgive me for saying so, Your Majesty—”

  “Penelope.”

  “Yes, right. I don’t mean any disrespect, I really don’t, but…” Fuck, I don’t even know how to say this. “Leo and I—it’s really new. I mean, I know it’s been a few months since we met, but we don’t know each other all that well. I’m still not sure how I even came to be here. And if someone had told me a few days ago that I’d be having tea with the fuhhh—” Holy shit, I almost said it. “With a queen…” I’m not sure I recovered in time, though her expression doesn’t change. “I don’t think I would have believed it.”

  She grins. “I appreciate your candor, Elle. I think that’s one of the many things Leopold appreciates about you, too. He’s spoken with me at great length about you. And despite everything—despite your differences, if it is meant to be, it will certainly work out.” She reaches over and covers my hand with hers. “I can’t see into the future any better than anyone else. But I know my son. I know he loves you. And more often than not, love itself is enough.”

  I stare down at her hand for a long moment before lifting my gaze to meet hers. “I don’t know if I can.”

  She tilts her head. “You don’t know if you can what, Elle?”

  “Love him.”

  She smiles at me for a long moment. “If I believed that, you wouldn’t be sitting here with me now.”

  I shake my head a few times. “I’m going to hurt him.”

  She shakes her head, too, but her smile never falls. “Are you certain that’s what you’re afraid will happen?”

  My heart pounds in my chest again and I frown. I had no idea I was so transparent. And maybe I’m not—maybe she just has some ability to see through the bullshit that even I can’t see.

  She pats my hand before she pulls it away and takes another bite of her pastry. “Would you like to know what I think, Elle?”

  I nod.

  She smiles bef
ore she takes a last sip of her tea. “I think you already love my son. Or you would have never stepped onto his plane to begin with.”

  “I… He… I didn’t know I was going to get on his plane until I did—”

  “But you did.”

  I press my lips together. “Yes.”

  She grins. “Yes. And he has told you?”

  My brow furrows. “Told me?”

  “That he loves you?”

  I nod. “Yes.”

  Her smile falls slightly and she stares at me for a long moment. “You aren’t afraid of hurting my son, Elle. You’re afraid that he is going to hurt you.”

  I don’t know how to tell her it’s too late for that.

  He’s already hurt me.

  Leo

  I lace my fingers together in my lap as I wait for my father to look up from the papers on his desk. He has a stack of files nearly half a meter high next to him—official documents to oversee, economic reports to review, transcripts from the courts to go through. The King of Montovia plays a very active role in the government, and even though he has officials to take care of the day-to-day functions of the country and court, he is far more than a decorative figurehead.

  Thank God I’m the second son, I think as I watch his pen scratch across the paper. I don’t envy Andrew his future. Far better to be the son who has no such responsibilities.

  At least my father seems to have calmed down from last night—he didn’t shout at me the moment I walked through the door. I wasn’t entirely eager to speak with him again without my mother’s calming presence in the room, but I seem to have little to worry about at present.

  I hope Elle is getting on well at tea. My mother will make her feel comfortable, I know. I’d much rather be there than here, though I suppose this is for the best. If my mother had never extended the invitation to her, Elle and I would probably still be in bed, and I suppose it’s only healthy to allow ourselves some time to recover from our exertions.

  After what seems like an eternity, my father finally sets down his pen and looks up at me.

  “You might have guessed why I invited you here this afternoon, Leopold,” he says.

  Certainly not to apologize for last night, I think. I say, “I confess I have no idea.”

  My father leans back in his chair, surveying me with his dark eyes.

  “I have agreed to allow you and Doctor Parker a chance to reside in the palace so that you might have the chance to show me you’re serious about your life and your role in this family,” he says. “Thus far, you’ve done a poor job of convincing me of that, but I thought I might give you another opportunity to do so.”

  I sit forward in my chair, both eager and wary. “What exactly do you mean? I am serious about this.”

  “Saying you’re serious and showing me you’re serious are two different things,” he says. “I need you to show me.”

  I frown. “I’ve already promised to stay out of the tabloids—”

  “This isn’t about any silly magazines,” my father says. “This is about you taking a more active role in this country. About showing me you’re ready for some real responsibility.”

  I don’t like where this is going at all. “What exactly are you saying?”

  “I’m saying that I have some tasks I’d like you to complete.” He pulls the top file off of the stack to his left and places it on the desk between us. “This is an overview of the land taxes paid to the Crown so far this year, broken down by geographical location.” He takes the next file off the stack and places it on top of the first. “This file includes all customs taxes and additional taxes concerning imports and exports.” Another file goes on the pile. “This one is the sales tax on local goods, as well as any commercial business taxes.”

  I stare at the stack of folders. “They do have computers for this, you know.”

  “And our Treasury Council has all of this digitally organized, I assure you. But it is the responsibility of the king to go through it himself—it is my duty to know about the economic state of this country, as well as to oversee the Treasury Council’s work. I go through all of this and initial each page to show that I have seen and approved it.”

  “This all seems very archaic and inefficient,” I say.

  My father’s eyebrows draw together. “Not everything is about efficiency, Leopold. It’s about being fully aware of the economic state of this country.”

  And you can’t do that with a computer? This isn’t the nineteenth century.

  I straighten. “I’m still not entirely sure why you are telling me this. I am not the king, nor will I be.”

  “There are no guarantees in this life,” my father says grimly. “I didn’t grow up intending to be king, either, but my older brother died when I was twenty-four.”

  This is so absurd I’m not even sure what to say. “You want me to prepare for the remote possibility of Andrew dying?”

  “No. Whether or not you actually become king makes no matter. You are still a member of this family, and you will take an active role in the governing of this country. Or are you not as prepared for responsibility as you claim to be?”

  In truth, my idea of responsibility revolved more around not doing things—not having wild nights or causing scandals—than doing things. But I can’t exactly say that, not when so much is on the line.

  “I’m ready for responsibility, Father,” I say. “But I admit I’m still not entirely sure what you’re asking of me.”

  “First of all,” he says, “I want you to go through these files and review them. Initial each page to show me you’ve read it. When you’re done reviewing them, write me a summary report of what you’ve learned.”

  This is so ridiculous I actually laugh out loud. “Is this some sort of punishment?”

  “No. This is the least of your assignments,” my father says. “And don’t even consider making Matthias do it for you. I will know if you do.”

  Good God, this will take me two weeks to complete, I think, looking at the massive stack of papers.

  “I also want you to sit in on the Treasury Council meeting each week,” my father says. “Write me a report of those proceedings as well.”

  I suppose I should be grateful that he’s giving me the opportunity to prove myself, but all I can think is how abysmally dull this is going to be.

  “I also want you to review our country’s tax codes,” my father continues. “I want another report on that, and please include your considerations about where you think it might be improved.”

  All right—now I’m certain this is all some great jest. Certainly, my father can’t believe I would have any improvements for our tax code.

  “Did Andrew put you up to this?” I ask with a grin.

  “He most certainly did not,” my father says, not a hint of amusement in his eyes. “I assure you, I am entirely serious about this.” He looks sharply at me. “You said you wanted responsibility, and I took you at your word. It is my hope to have you a seat on the Treasury Council by the end of the year.”

  “The Treasury… Father, you can’t be serious.”

  “You need to have an active role in this government,” my father says. “And you will. I thought the Treasury Council would be a good fit since it will teach you some respect for the money you spend so freely.”

  I must admit I don’t know very much about the day-to-day activities of every entity within our government, but I do know this—it is a full-time job. The Treasury Council meets regularly, and when they aren’t in session, its members are usually shut away in their offices, going through piles of numbers much larger than the ones I see here on my father’s desk.

  “I do want responsibility,” I say carefully. “But might we discuss a few options before making any final decisions?”

  “You will do the reports as I commanded,” my father says. “After that, we may discuss your future role here in Montovia.”

  There’s my chance, I think. When he sees how little I understand taxes or fin
ancial matters, he’ll see this isn’t a good fit.

  “You had better take these assignments seriously,” my father says. “If you don’t, I’ll think you aren’t serious about your commitment to this country and our agreement will be void.”

  “This wasn’t our agreement,” I say. “I promised to behave myself and—”

  “I’m amending the agreement. In view of last night, you understand.”

  No—what I understand is that my father has discovered he has a way of getting exactly what he wants from me. He’s just trying to see exactly how far he can go, how much he can get me to do for the chance to keep Elle at my side.

  And the worst part is, I’m not even sure how to fight it.

  “That will be all,” my father says. “You are dismissed.”

  My hands curl into fists as I rise. This isn’t right. I refuse to spend the next three months submitting to his every whim because he decides he has the right to amend our agreement.

  “Don’t forget the files,” my father says. “I want that first report on my desk in three days’ time.”

  When I don’t move, he looks up at me, his eyes as sharp as a hawk’s.

  “You claim to be responsible now,” he says, not a hint of compassion in his voice. “Prove it.”

  Though I hate myself for doing it, I lean over and take the files.

  “Three days,” my father says. “And don’t forget the next Treasury Council meeting is tomorrow as well.”

  I don’t say anything as I turn and walk out the door.

  He’s just testing you, I tell myself. Seeing where your limits are. Sure, maybe I’ll have to write up some dull reports and sit through a mind-numbing Treasury Council meeting. At the end of the day, this is my opportunity to show him how serious I am about Elle. Maybe once he understands that, things will change. He’ll see this isn’t just another phase, that Elle really has changed me. Then perhaps his views will change, too.

  His views never change, the other voice in my head says. And they won’t change, no matter what you do. This isn’t a test. This is a look at what your life will be, if you continue on this road.